The Shilly-Shally Enthusiast

God never fails to bless me from time to time. :”>

Wed, 22 May 2013 20:19:52 +0800

God never fails to bless me from time to time. :”>

Just when I realized I deserve better, the reasons to smile have...

Thu, 16 May 2013 12:13:47 +0800

Just when I realized I deserve better, the reasons to smile have been tripled.

An identification stuff from last Saturday’s 7th...

Tue, 07 May 2013 09:31:00 +0800

An identification stuff from last Saturday’s 7th anniversary event of Digital Photographer Philippines at Bonifacio Global City. I’ve been under the sun for almost 2 hours just to get freebies from Nikon. It includes a t-shirt, an ID lace, a baller, a bag accessory and a flyer. But what am I going to do with all those when after all, I am a Canon user. HAHA!

Canon doesn’t have any other freebie except for that ID lace. Why is that so? :(

Brotherly love!

Mon, 06 May 2013 16:17:48 +0800

Brotherly love!

#PrayForBoston

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 11:19:35 +0800

#PrayForBoston

Binibining Pilipinas 2012 titleholders

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 11:14:48 +0800

Binibining Pilipinas 2012 titleholders

24/7 Bebenta Sa'yo: #PrayForBoston

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 11:02:29 +0800

24/7 Bebenta Sa'yo: #PrayForBoston:

binoqular:

What really gets to me about these bombings and shootings in America is that the people who were attacked were just doing everyday activities.

No one should have to go to a Batman movie and think, “Oh I should sit at the back in case I get shot”.

No CHILD should have to go to…

2011 Binibining Pilipinas Universe and Miss Universe...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 23:23:00 +0800

2011 Binibining Pilipinas Universe and Miss Universe 2011 1st Runner Up, Shamcey Supsup!

To my greatest heartbreaker...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 23:32:00 +0800

As I write this, tears are flowing in my eyes and falling for the fourth time after we drifted apart. For how many times, I’ve told myself that I’m not supposed to be the one in this position, but this unexplainable sensation deep within my heart is screwing up…again. When will this nonsense flashback of memories will stop? If only it is possible that one could set an expiration date upon staying in love with the person who already told you straightforwardly that he is no longer in love with you and ditched you and messed up with you and left you with all those bittersweet memories and a pathetic pain that fades away, but eventually goes back and makes you feel damaged every time. Up until now, I can’t help but ask myself, “Where did I even go wrong?” Where exactly?

I’ve trusted you so much without knowing that in the very end, I’ll be the one who’s going to suffer. I loved you without any hesitations of what other people might say and even with what’s going to happen next. I loved you because I was happy with you. I loved you that’s why I got to surpass my fears and doubts to tell my family about us. I was so serious with what we had, but what did you do? I’m mad at you. Obviously. All the reasons why have been slapped all over my face.

But you know what? Here’s the catch.

All of the people around me tells me that you don’t anymore deserve anything from me. The love, the care, the pity, and the concern that I still have for you because everything was all your fault and you chose to ruin all of the things that mattered between the two of us. There were times that I want to approach you and ask you if you’re okay and stuff like that. I dread the fact that I still worry about you. After all, you afford to be lonely. To be all alone. You kept on pushing away people who once aimed to help you and care about you. But what’s with you? PRIDE? EGO? IMMATURITY? Do you think that will make you happy?

I hope, it is not too late for you when you finally realize these things. I remember those times when you kept on telling me that you want a change for yourself. Wasn’t that for the betterment? Then why are you getting worse? It’s just so sad that after all, you still don’t get your lesson.

I’m feeling sad for you. You’re adding more complications to your life when there are just simple solutions in line for you.

I still can’t give you my forgiveness at this moment. Perhaps, someday. It cannot be forced, can it be? I’m still deeply wounded. But I know, in God’s perfect time, this wound will fade away as if nothing happened.

I don’t have any idea if you are having regrets with everything that you did. Honestly, I’m really wishing you do. Well, you should be.

Thank you for showing up the REAL you as early as our 3rd month.

Thanks for setting me free. I’m living a much-much better life now. I’m in the prelude of pursuing my aspirations.

Lastly, thank you for making me STRONGER and BRAVER than I once was.

PS.

I don’t know if that “3 month rule” makes sense or whatever, but just in case, we’re a few weeks closer from the 3rd month after we broke up and I would end this up stating that… “I TRULY LOVED THE PERSON WHOM I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE.”

jhe-annegalino’s photostream on Flickr.I am so much...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 21:20:22 +0800

jhe-annegalino’s photostream on Flickr.

I am so much annoyed every after I upload my photos. Why the hell is the quality ruined? :|

Meet Hanzel, our 2 year old dog. She’s been my subject for...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 19:58:55 +0800

Meet Hanzel, our 2 year old dog. She’s been my subject for today and I really had a lot of delightful moments shooting with her. She knows how to project and all. I so love this dog despite the fact that she had bitten my little brother a week ago. Good thing she has no rabies.

Macro Photography ❤

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 11:23:49 +0800

Macro Photography ❤

Hi! are you going to Aliwan Fiesta tomorrow? Is it also your first time? :D

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 10:44:40 +0800

I’m going on Saturday. :) Yes yes! Why?

I have a photography competition to join this coming 13th and...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 19:07:00 +0800

I have a photography competition to join this coming 13th and I’m getting ready for it with this nervousness circulating in my system. I am entirely pressured because this is my first ever photography contest and hey, it’s the Aliwan Fiesta 2013 so I am expecting that a lot of professionals would most likely to participate.

Prizes at stake:

1st place: Php 50,000

2nd place: Php 25,000

3rd place: Php 10,000

Please do pray for me as well as for my future photo entries, pretty please?

My aim upon joining is not only to compete and win the prize, but also to gain experience and put myself out there ecstatically and with full determination.

"Hay. Malaking kawalan sa kanya yun. He doesn't know how to treasure a girl like you." -Friend

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 18:56:00 +0800

"Hay. Malaking kawalan sa kanya yun. He doesn't know how to treasure a girl like you." -Friend:

I have this one big question for the universe and that is, “Why am I ALWAYS the one who’s being left behind?” Sad truth, yes. And I don’t really have any definite idea how I went through it all. The very first heart break that my 1st love had caused, the expectations I had with my longest time crush and lastly, with my 1st boyfriend.

It may sound cliché, but truth is, nobody’s perfect. But I know in myself that I’ve done my best. I exerted a lot of efforts. I’ve tried so hard to balance my time and my priorities. All of that came naturally and simultaneously yet it was not still fit with the thought of the word “enough.”

Nowadays, I’m striving to become a much better version of myself. A few months have passed and many things have happened. Some things have remained, but most of it have placed a lot of changes. Tons of memories have been made despite the fact that our relationship only lasted for 3 months. From time to time, the built-in player in my mind automatically plays all of those though I have already accepted the fact that we aren’t really meant to last. I just really can’t believe he did all of those messing up with me.

I’m still in the process of healing. Of moving on. And in God’s time, I know, all of this pain deep down in my heart will subside and be healed.

In another life, I will be your girl.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 18:44:00 +0800

In another life, I will be your girl.

Thank God for he had BLESSED me these sophisticated, gorgeous...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 01:16:00 +0800

Thank God for he had BLESSED me these sophisticated, gorgeous and true people/soul sisters/super friends. I couldn’t be happier when I’m with them.

I love you to infinity, bebes! Cheers for our 4 years of friendship! :”>

http://sweetyjhey.tumblr.com/tagged/iSpeak/

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:43:48 +0800

http://sweetyjhey.tumblr.com/tagged/iSpeak/:

Something is missing in my sidebar’s train of image tags and I’ll work on that tomorrow. But hey, there goes the link.

Throwback. Missing our Summer 2012 escapade.

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 21:49:40 +0800

Throwback. Missing our Summer 2012 escapade.

People do COME and GO. But some are just hanging around with a "BE RIGHT BACK" scenario.

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 19:25:14 +0800

Oh well, life. Why are you like that?